0 BFF

"Every girl needs a bestfriend to help her laugh..

when she thought she'd never smile again.."

-xoxo-

0 joyeux anniversaire

04/08/2010 - i still remember dat nite..finished work early, text him wondering if he wants to go out lepak or anything..he said ok since dat he have nothing to do as well..picked him up and went to Jom Cari Makan, had our dinner there and then xtau nk g mana dh..he suggested jalan2 pusing2 KL..sounds interesting..ok gak tu..hehe..drive g KL (xde arah tuju pn..sj pusing2) sambil2 sembang..talked about differences in relationship stages (frens-exclusive-dating-couple), de mimpi and a few other stuff ;)

Time flies..those r the things dat happened a year ago but it feels like its just yesterday..

Thank you for a year full of happiness and hope dat it will last forever ;)

Thank you for accepting me the way i am, loving me unconditionally and always make me smile..

Love u more n more each n every single day ;)

heureux anniversaire monsieur génial

i vous aime tellement

-xoxo-

0 UNISEL oh UNISEL

Came back from work and lepak with my housemate for a while before she goes to sleep..

Ckp2, cena tah boley ckp pasal private uni graduates for TESL susah dpt posting and suddenly she said, "td kt kuar berita pasal UNISEL. pasal VC letak jawatan sbb 3 org kena buang sedangkan diorg xde masalah disiplin."

I begin to wonder who dat 3 person is (since dat she can't remeber who).

Like people said, curiosity kills a cat..haha..Switched on my lappy and try to search regarding the issue (google is ur fren bak kata adik *LOL*)

Okay, i had to admit dat i miss a lot of wuts happening around since working odd hours (˘_˘")

Type in de keyword and here's the result :

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/8/3/nation/9225260&sec=nation

Okay, 2 org tu mmg xkenal..tp Prof Khalifah?? dat's surprising..i wonder what really happened there..used to have 1 class with him..nothing much dat i can say about him but rasa nye he's a nice person..

Wutever it is, UNISEL pls la kurang kan kontroversi..ur putting ur reputation at risk..

Better focus on imprving ur staff management & system level..to be honest, i would say "very poor"..

0 i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i'm not being myself dis past few days..

i shouldn't have act dat way *sigh*

maybe its bcoz suddenly i feel like we're growing apart..

from txt n sms during break time lower down to bbms n suddenly silence..

wondering whats happening? sad? down? insecure? everything seems to be mixed up..

wishing dat things were back to de way it was?

maybe it's just my feelings when its actually nothing..

maybe i'm worrying too much..

maybe i'm asking too much..

i should have understand dat he's bz n need time for himself as well..

people say crying makes u feel better..have to agree on dat..

i realized dat i can't be selfish..

love, understanding and trust keeps us strong together..

i'm sorry for acting like a fool..

i'm sorry if i hurt u with my silly attitude..

i'm sorry..

i vous aime tellement mr. impressionnant
aucun mot ne peut décrire combien je t'aime

0 short yet meaningful weekend

15/07/2011 - i've been looking forward to dat date from past few weeks n it's finally here *weee~*

mr boyfie is back (^_^) short visit back to settle a few things, meeting up close frens n spending time togather =)

he arrived safely on friday afternoon, dropped his cuzin (who coincidentally came to KL as well) to Ritz Carlton Hotel, spend 5 hours on the highway heading back to kedah to settle wut we're suppose to settle. Shoot back to KL de next day after lunch. Arrived safely at Damansara to meet up with his bffs who brought along their gfs for a small gathering. had our dinner togather, then shift to Rasta to continue the lepak2 n catching up session. went back home kindda late dat nite. a lil bit tired but happy to see his happy face meeting up his bffs =)

sunny sunday is a day for us..accompany him shopping, lunch at VS, checking out cats at de petshop (which we always do when we go out..hehe), muvee date, meeting his uncle and shopping again..hehe

time flies..3 days doesn't seems to be enuf..helping him pack, sending him to de airport and watching him leave is de hardest thing ever ;( promised myself not to cry in front of him (almost did) i wish he didn't have to leave dat soon..i want him to stay a lil bit longer but it's okay..he'll be coming back again in few month time..can't wait =)

0 Missing You

I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!

I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

0 stop child abuse!

last few days, there's something happened which i feel weired, scary and makes me wonder what is actually happening around me..

It started off with a boring saturday..say around 11.00pm (if i'm not mistaken) i was watching tv with my housemate when suddenly i heard a girl shouting and crying..i tot it's just my imagination (haha) till suddenly my housemate mute the tv and say "ko dgr x?"..okay..so it's not my imagination afterall..Then we heard it again..The girl were shouting and crying "appa..sakit!!" followed by the door being slammed..it sound so loud as if it's happening in our block..We tried to peek through my housemate's room *busybody* ..we saw one of the guard climbing up the stairs heading towards one of the house on the 5th level at one of the block right in front of ours..there's also a girl standing at the stairs on lower level peeking up the stairs..the guard knocked on the house and suddenly we heard a man's voice shouting something like "jgn sibuk"..then we saw the guard being grabbed towards the grill of the house and the guard is struggling to free himself..suddenly the person inside pushed the guard and opened the grill..he pushed a girl outside..the girl ran down the stairs..she looked so scared..as she reached the other girl who is waiting at the lower level, they ran together leaving the apartment area..then our attention moved back to the house..the man pulled the guard into the house..we were shocked..my housemate called the guardhouse to inform what's happening just for precaution measure in case anything happens but no one is answering the phone..we stood by the window and waited to see what's gonna happen next..after a while, we saw an indian guy climb up the stairs n entered the house..a few minutes later, the guard came out of the house..he's fine i guess (he look fine)

i wonder where did the girls went and what actually happened..i feel sorry for the girls..listening to the scream, she sound so scared..PLEASE STOP CHILD ABUSE!

this afternoon, i saw a police car rite in front of our block (ape hal tetiba ada polis lak?)..while i was warming up the engine, a few policeman riding motorcycle passed by my car..hmm..i wonder y are there so many police in our apartment area (wuts happening?)

reached home around 1am and stopped at the guard post..i tried to ask the guard what happened earlier this afternoon..he said that 2 person died..gosh! then i tried to ask about saturday night's incident..he answered "2 org mati" hahahaha..clearly he dun understand my question..well, what do u expect when ur talking to a bangla rite (i think he's bangla)..hahaha

p/s : up till now, i still have no answer what happened -_-"