0 i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i'm not being myself dis past few days..

i shouldn't have act dat way *sigh*

maybe its bcoz suddenly i feel like we're growing apart..

from txt n sms during break time lower down to bbms n suddenly silence..

wondering whats happening? sad? down? insecure? everything seems to be mixed up..

wishing dat things were back to de way it was?

maybe it's just my feelings when its actually nothing..

maybe i'm worrying too much..

maybe i'm asking too much..

i should have understand dat he's bz n need time for himself as well..

people say crying makes u feel better..have to agree on dat..

i realized dat i can't be selfish..

love, understanding and trust keeps us strong together..

i'm sorry for acting like a fool..

i'm sorry if i hurt u with my silly attitude..

i'm sorry..

i vous aime tellement mr. impressionnant
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0 short yet meaningful weekend

15/07/2011 - i've been looking forward to dat date from past few weeks n it's finally here *weee~*

mr boyfie is back (^_^) short visit back to settle a few things, meeting up close frens n spending time togather =)

he arrived safely on friday afternoon, dropped his cuzin (who coincidentally came to KL as well) to Ritz Carlton Hotel, spend 5 hours on the highway heading back to kedah to settle wut we're suppose to settle. Shoot back to KL de next day after lunch. Arrived safely at Damansara to meet up with his bffs who brought along their gfs for a small gathering. had our dinner togather, then shift to Rasta to continue the lepak2 n catching up session. went back home kindda late dat nite. a lil bit tired but happy to see his happy face meeting up his bffs =)

sunny sunday is a day for us..accompany him shopping, lunch at VS, checking out cats at de petshop (which we always do when we go out..hehe), muvee date, meeting his uncle and shopping again..hehe

time flies..3 days doesn't seems to be enuf..helping him pack, sending him to de airport and watching him leave is de hardest thing ever ;( promised myself not to cry in front of him (almost did) i wish he didn't have to leave dat soon..i want him to stay a lil bit longer but it's okay..he'll be coming back again in few month time..can't wait =)