0 BFF

"Every girl needs a bestfriend to help her laugh..

when she thought she'd never smile again.."

-xoxo-

0 joyeux anniversaire

04/08/2010 - i still remember dat nite..finished work early, text him wondering if he wants to go out lepak or anything..he said ok since dat he have nothing to do as well..picked him up and went to Jom Cari Makan, had our dinner there and then xtau nk g mana dh..he suggested jalan2 pusing2 KL..sounds interesting..ok gak tu..hehe..drive g KL (xde arah tuju pn..sj pusing2) sambil2 sembang..talked about differences in relationship stages (frens-exclusive-dating-couple), de mimpi and a few other stuff ;)

Time flies..those r the things dat happened a year ago but it feels like its just yesterday..

Thank you for a year full of happiness and hope dat it will last forever ;)

Thank you for accepting me the way i am, loving me unconditionally and always make me smile..

Love u more n more each n every single day ;)

heureux anniversaire monsieur génial

i vous aime tellement

-xoxo-

0 UNISEL oh UNISEL

Came back from work and lepak with my housemate for a while before she goes to sleep..

Ckp2, cena tah boley ckp pasal private uni graduates for TESL susah dpt posting and suddenly she said, "td kt kuar berita pasal UNISEL. pasal VC letak jawatan sbb 3 org kena buang sedangkan diorg xde masalah disiplin."

I begin to wonder who dat 3 person is (since dat she can't remeber who).

Like people said, curiosity kills a cat..haha..Switched on my lappy and try to search regarding the issue (google is ur fren bak kata adik *LOL*)

Okay, i had to admit dat i miss a lot of wuts happening around since working odd hours (˘_˘")

Type in de keyword and here's the result :

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/8/3/nation/9225260&sec=nation

Okay, 2 org tu mmg xkenal..tp Prof Khalifah?? dat's surprising..i wonder what really happened there..used to have 1 class with him..nothing much dat i can say about him but rasa nye he's a nice person..

Wutever it is, UNISEL pls la kurang kan kontroversi..ur putting ur reputation at risk..

Better focus on imprving ur staff management & system level..to be honest, i would say "very poor"..

0 i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i'm not being myself dis past few days..

i shouldn't have act dat way *sigh*

maybe its bcoz suddenly i feel like we're growing apart..

from txt n sms during break time lower down to bbms n suddenly silence..

wondering whats happening? sad? down? insecure? everything seems to be mixed up..

wishing dat things were back to de way it was?

maybe it's just my feelings when its actually nothing..

maybe i'm worrying too much..

maybe i'm asking too much..

i should have understand dat he's bz n need time for himself as well..

people say crying makes u feel better..have to agree on dat..

i realized dat i can't be selfish..

love, understanding and trust keeps us strong together..

i'm sorry for acting like a fool..

i'm sorry if i hurt u with my silly attitude..

i'm sorry..

i vous aime tellement mr. impressionnant
aucun mot ne peut décrire combien je t'aime

0 short yet meaningful weekend

15/07/2011 - i've been looking forward to dat date from past few weeks n it's finally here *weee~*

mr boyfie is back (^_^) short visit back to settle a few things, meeting up close frens n spending time togather =)

he arrived safely on friday afternoon, dropped his cuzin (who coincidentally came to KL as well) to Ritz Carlton Hotel, spend 5 hours on the highway heading back to kedah to settle wut we're suppose to settle. Shoot back to KL de next day after lunch. Arrived safely at Damansara to meet up with his bffs who brought along their gfs for a small gathering. had our dinner togather, then shift to Rasta to continue the lepak2 n catching up session. went back home kindda late dat nite. a lil bit tired but happy to see his happy face meeting up his bffs =)

sunny sunday is a day for us..accompany him shopping, lunch at VS, checking out cats at de petshop (which we always do when we go out..hehe), muvee date, meeting his uncle and shopping again..hehe

time flies..3 days doesn't seems to be enuf..helping him pack, sending him to de airport and watching him leave is de hardest thing ever ;( promised myself not to cry in front of him (almost did) i wish he didn't have to leave dat soon..i want him to stay a lil bit longer but it's okay..he'll be coming back again in few month time..can't wait =)

0 Missing You

I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!

I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

0 stop child abuse!

last few days, there's something happened which i feel weired, scary and makes me wonder what is actually happening around me..

It started off with a boring saturday..say around 11.00pm (if i'm not mistaken) i was watching tv with my housemate when suddenly i heard a girl shouting and crying..i tot it's just my imagination (haha) till suddenly my housemate mute the tv and say "ko dgr x?"..okay..so it's not my imagination afterall..Then we heard it again..The girl were shouting and crying "appa..sakit!!" followed by the door being slammed..it sound so loud as if it's happening in our block..We tried to peek through my housemate's room *busybody* ..we saw one of the guard climbing up the stairs heading towards one of the house on the 5th level at one of the block right in front of ours..there's also a girl standing at the stairs on lower level peeking up the stairs..the guard knocked on the house and suddenly we heard a man's voice shouting something like "jgn sibuk"..then we saw the guard being grabbed towards the grill of the house and the guard is struggling to free himself..suddenly the person inside pushed the guard and opened the grill..he pushed a girl outside..the girl ran down the stairs..she looked so scared..as she reached the other girl who is waiting at the lower level, they ran together leaving the apartment area..then our attention moved back to the house..the man pulled the guard into the house..we were shocked..my housemate called the guardhouse to inform what's happening just for precaution measure in case anything happens but no one is answering the phone..we stood by the window and waited to see what's gonna happen next..after a while, we saw an indian guy climb up the stairs n entered the house..a few minutes later, the guard came out of the house..he's fine i guess (he look fine)

i wonder where did the girls went and what actually happened..i feel sorry for the girls..listening to the scream, she sound so scared..PLEASE STOP CHILD ABUSE!

this afternoon, i saw a police car rite in front of our block (ape hal tetiba ada polis lak?)..while i was warming up the engine, a few policeman riding motorcycle passed by my car..hmm..i wonder y are there so many police in our apartment area (wuts happening?)

reached home around 1am and stopped at the guard post..i tried to ask the guard what happened earlier this afternoon..he said that 2 person died..gosh! then i tried to ask about saturday night's incident..he answered "2 org mati" hahahaha..clearly he dun understand my question..well, what do u expect when ur talking to a bangla rite (i think he's bangla)..hahaha

p/s : up till now, i still have no answer what happened -_-"

0 dae-g is home (^_^)

after 2 months of waiting, he's finally home..

i wish i was there when my parents took him home..

he is so cute and adorable..

here's a few picts and videos of her sent by my mom..enjoy~

4 The Pain of Missing Someone

Have u ever missed someone and felt terriblebecause u think that he/she doesn't miss u? Almost everyone has..Read on..

Missing someone is terrible but at the same time, a sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings, hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.

It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.

U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.

if u miss him/her too, tell them.

Don't let them wait.

4 Happy Birthday Baby (^_^)

Meet our new family member dae-g..

He's officially 1 month old today =)

Happy birthday baby!

Currently he's still with her mother..

Will get to take him home a month from now..

Can't wait (~_^)

2 Love is Like Butterfly

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the

more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will

come to you when you least expect it. Love can

make you happy, but often it hurts, but loves only

special when you give it to someone who is really

worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To my friends who are NOT SO SINGLE...

Love isn't about becoming somebody

else?s perfect person. It?s about finding someone

who helps you become the best person you can be.

To my friends who are PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL TYPE...

Never say I love you if you don?t care. Never talk

about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a

life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the

eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy

can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he

doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both

ways.

To my friends who are MARRIED...

Love is not about Its your fault., but I'm sorry..

Not Where are you?, but I'm right here..

Not How could you?, but I understand.. Not I

wish you were., but I'm thankful you are..

To my friends who are ENGAGED...

The true measure of compatibility is not the years

you spent together but how good you are for each

other.

To my friends who are HEARTBROKEN...

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as

deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not

how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To my friends who are NAIVE...

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be

consistent but not too persistent, share and never

be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and

get hurt but never keep the pain.

To my friends who are POSSESSIVE...

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy

with someone else but its more painful to know

the one you love is unhappy to you.

To my friends who are AFRAID TO CONFESS...

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It

hurts more when someone breaks up with you. But

love hurts the most when the person you love has

no idea how you feel.

To my friends who are STILL HOLDING ON...

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone

and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it

was never meant to be and that you have wasted

years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isnt

worth it now, hes not going to be worth it a year or

10 years from now. Let go.

To ALL MY FRIENDS...

My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is

honest, strong, mature, never changing, uplifting,

protective, encouraging, rewarding, and unselfish.

2 WOMEN as EXPLAINED by ENGINEERS

PART I

PART II

PART III

PART IV

PART V

And Finally!

Have you ever wondered how a woman's brain works?

Well . . . it's finally explained here in one, easy-to-understand illustration:

Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something

That needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved.

A man has only 2 balls and they take up all his thoughts.

0 If You Run

one of my fave song frm Going The Distance..enjoy =)

2 V-DAY

happy v-day peeps!

there's so may ways people define valentines day..

some people look forward for the special day of the year

and prepare various kind of surprises to celebrate it

but some other people don't really look forward to it

as they said love should be celebrate everyday not once a year *true*

this year i'm celebrating v-day at de office with tones of workload *yippie* hahaha

nothing to celebrate as he is far2 away (-_-)

i can't deny that i envy people gets flowers and surprises on v-day..

*aww how i wish i would get something like dat..haha *dream on*

looking back a year b4, it was the time when we started going out togather..

the 1st movie that we watched together was Valentine's Day *sowy i made u watched it..haha*

A story of intertwining couples and singles in LA break-up and make-up based on preasures and expectations of Valentine's Day.

A nice movie indeed.

February is a start of everything for us..

Let's just pray that this happiness would last forever..

-xoxo-

0 HOMESICK

i miss mama

i miss abah

i miss adik

i miss yaya

i miss ginger

i miss home

(-_-)

0 I.R.R.I.T.A.T.E.D

gosh how i hate dis feeling..urgh!

IRRITATED!

do you have to be dat gedik?

Damn!

0 n ss!w !

"The stars lean down to kiss you

As I lie awake I miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

'Cause I wish you were here."

0 in memory of Paulo

our lovely paulo passed away on 22nd Jan @ 9.15pm due to stone in bladder =(

i only get to know around 12am cuz i was out and my batt was flat..waited till de next morning to get the story from my mom but she haven't replied any of my bbm until my brother called..i cried when i heard de story..i wish i was there..

it's fated that it's time for Paulo to go..he didn't make it for his operation which was scheduled on

24th Jan..maybe some people would say "ala..it's just a cat" but to us, Paulo isn't just a cat..He's apart of our family..Eventhough he might be naughty and mean at some time, but we still love him..

**may our lovely Paulo rest in peace..he will always be in our heart**

0 Going The Distance

only people who have seen it can understand

i wish dat he dun have to go T_T

0 L.O.V.E

"But love is blind, and lovers cannot see

The pretty follies that themselves commit."

William Shakespeare

We didn't plan to fall in love but eventually did.

You always have your own ways to make me smile.

Loving you more n more each and every single day, Farid Salleh =)

0 Life

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Mother Teresa

0 2011

goodbye 2010..hello 2011

people keep asking what is my resolution for 2011..

hmm..never plan what it would be but after a deep tot, i would say:

• try to loose more weight ~_^
• save more..which means i have to cut down my shopping habit -_- *doinks*
• planning for 2012 *winks*